The state of my situation would leave one befuddled

from Nate Levin – Gangster Disciple, Chicago on Rap Genius

Meaning

To foreign ears (such as someone in a different demographic, like suburban, white, Colorado), the idea of trying to instinctively survive is confusing and hard to connect to.

Note the assonance:

Struggle/Befuddled

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