Juggling depression and loneliness playing solitaire spin the bottle
The two verses correspond with each other. ‘Spin the bottle’ a game most of us know where we spin the bottle and wherever the bottle points to land is who you kiss. Metaphorically speaking, he spun the bottle and it landed on him. So he had to kiss his himself…to love himself. Kissing he wounds to heal (again), when we were children our mothers or guardian would kiss our wounds and we would believe it would heal. In his situation he only had himself for comfort.
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