It makes me so depressed I go crazy.

from J.D. Salinger – The Catcher in the Rye (Chap. 2) on Rap Genius

Meaning

Holden appears to be speaking hyperbolically, but the reason he is writing this story out at his rest home is because he actually became so depressed he went crazy.

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